“It’s easy to imagine letting go when we forget that choices are luxuries, allowing us to maintain our illusion of control. But until those choices are plucked from our hands; someone dies, someone leaves, something breaks, we are only playing at surrender.”
Here on our little prairie The air is crisp And the breeze is gentle It’s cloudy In a way that steals a smile From one’s soul Feels like am sitting on a fence; Swaying in between summer and winter Life is finally slowing down; It’s peaceful And am thankful to be part of it. Susan…… Continue reading Our Fall season
You got cold! I decided to put up fences To guard my heart From your cold “waves” ~Susan McMillan
All of it is haunted! The “air”, space and “beings” . Brutally They haunt my mind All over again! I can still smell it; The sadness, tears and “blood sweat” . The unbearable pain Of a childhood crashed, The weakness within my bones, The agony of feeling helpless and hopeless Is all crystal clear like…… Continue reading Haunted
Mama, I still wonder about the passing time without you about who you really were about your fading Smile In other mamas I swear I have seen your face I have heard your voice I have felt your touch It’s been a while though since I cried for you since I missed you…… Continue reading Is it me or time?
Come on love, let me hold your hand in mine… ~Susan McMillan
https://youtu.be/uh59P2FR-TI Continuing my Grateful Mondays series on our YouTube channel, this Monday I chose to talk about Marriage and motherhood. This June I’ll be married for 11 years and this April will be 10 years since I became a mother. For our marriage, I am very grateful; the beauty in experiencing God’s love and grace.…… Continue reading Grateful for; Marriage and motherhood
I hate winter; I cannot stand the cold and being stuck indoors. The short days make it even worse for me. We have had winter colds on and off, the roads are soaking wet and I can’t really take a stroll on our little Prairie. This season too will pass; spring time will be here…… Continue reading A beautiful season!
A lover’s heart Holds on tight As his love “fades” away; She can’t remember She won’t remember She will never know again He loves her so! ~Susan McMillan (For dementia victims)
The past few weeks I have been reflecting on this passing year;2018. For our family, this year was full(full of God’s grace, full of love and laughter, full of fears and frustrations, full of challenges and learning, full of headaches, full of milestones, full of adventures and full of growth along the way). For the…… Continue reading 2018 on words…